MarvinMuse's Musings

GHOSTFACERS!!!!!!!!

Fri, 25 Apr 2008 04:05:56 GMT

Hello All!

I think I'm speechless. Nope. Not really. ON TO META THE FIRST!

(Well I figured my first meta for a supernatural episode should be a unique one and what really is more unique than tonights episode????)

What I liked....

How much did I love the swearing????????? SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!! Fanfic writers prevail!! Sam and Dean say FUCK!!!!!! ALOT!!!!!! YAY!!!!!

Harry and Ed's gibe against the writers - oh writers how I love you so - Jensen's right - they are beyond awesome!

I can't believe I forgot how much the "Hellhounds" annoyed me! And, I'm sorry but everytime I look at Harry I think EuroTrip!

I absolutely loved Sam and Dean's little moments with the subtitles also Sam's whole "Let's go to the Morton house - it'll be our Grand Canyon, you only have two months left and we're going to die here Dean!" or something! Also Dean's whole refusal to talk about his feelings on reality TV! He was totally going to until he remembered the guys camera! Oh Dean! *smishes* Also his whole swearing debacle in that scene! Did I mention I liked the swearing?

Sam and Dean trying to be police officers but failing - nubes.

Dean randomly yelling at the dead guy - telling him he's dead. Great work there Dean, bang up job! Next time leave the ghost whispering to Sam.

I really liked how normal Sam was in this one. I haven't really like the changes he's been going through especially the whole trying-to-be-Dean thing. I mean it works with the storyline and everything but Dean's spent his whole life trying to ensure Sam isn't like him and...and...and...*smishes Dean*

I love how pissed off Dean and Sam are about having to deal with the "Ghostfacers" but how they reluctantly explain things anyway. Also Dean's whole "does it make it easier seeing this nightmare through a camera" and then later when Sam's all "You're still filming!" Dean's "just leave it it makes them feel better" response! Oh BOYS!!!!

What I didn't like

EWWWWWWWWWW!!!!! CREEPY JANITOR MAN THAT PLAYS WITH DEAD PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EWWWWWWWWWW!!!!! WATCHING CORBIN DIE!!!!!!! (SO SAD!!!) *tear* *tear*

The PARTY SONG!!!!!!!! THEY'VE RUINED IT FOR ME FOREVER!!!! I'll never be able to hear that song again without thinking of the creepy janitor guy who I originally thought was a necrophiliac!!!!! Damn you KRIPKE YOU BASTARD!!!!!!!!

The whole Harry and Ed's sister thing - it was just weird and sort of out of place.

Other than that - werid ass experience watching this episode - at the beginning I was all "there's going to be more Sam and Dean right! right!" and then there was, *sighs in relief* AND DEAN GOT THROWN INTO A WALL!!!!! AGAIN!!!!! AND SAM GOT TAKEN!!!!!!!! AGAIN!!!!!! Very Benders with a mix of Roadkill's timing thing. And, you know, ghosts instead of humans!

I also loved the Echo things. They were really cool and I love how they're harmless - are they the first harmless supernatural entity we've met? Huh.

Anyway! Off to bed for me now! I'll do more of these if you guys like 'em!

Night all!

-Marvin

ETA: DEAN IS SMART!!!!!!!! IT IS PROVEN ONCE MORE!!!!!!!!!!! He made the electro-magenetic pulse thingy!!!!!!!! and the EMF meter OUT OF A WALKMAN!!!!! Take that you Dean-is-dumb-thinkers!!!!! (if that even makes sense!) So, yeah, I liked that too. Also the end - cause the whole time I was going "wait aren't they supposed to be dead? How can this tape get out?" and then IT DIDN'T!!!!! YAY!

And lastly, thanks to the amazing mrsfrankenstien for the icon! It's going to be on all the THE LIST posts aswell! You are made of awesome babe!

Sat, 12 Apr 2008 01:25:17 GMT

Hey Everyone!

I just did this at felisblanco's journal and I thought it would be cool to see where all my flist people live (especially you vetinarimithos and mrsfrankenstien!

Also! Just an update - Detachment has officially been put on hold although I will continue to try and finish it. (I've rewritten the next chapter about five times - I can never seem to get it right!) But, hopefully soon to come is a new story! After looking at pictures of Steve at Creation Con, my supernaturally-obsessed friend and I had a conversation in which we came up with a plot bunny for a Chris/Steve/Jensen fic! It's actually flowing really well and quite quickly so hopefully it'll be up soon for you all to read and critique!
Love ya flisters!
See ya tomorrow vetinarimithos!

-Marvin

Meme: THE FIRST

Tue, 01 Apr 2008 06:53:17 GMT

So apparently Empire Magazine has revealed a list of the 50 Greatest TV Shows ever. So, of course now it's a meme. Ah the joys of LJ! Seen at chaotic4life's journal.

1. Bold the shows you watch
2. Italic the shows you've seen at least one episode of.
3. Post your answers.

50.Quantum Leap
49. Prison Break
48. Veronica Mars
47. Star Trek: Deep Space Nine
46. Sex & The City

45. Farscape
44. Cracker
43. Star Trek
42. Only Fools and Horses
41. Band of Brothers

40. Life on Mars
39. Monty Python's Flying Circus
38. Curb Your Enthusiasm
37. Star Trek: The Next Generation
36. Father Ted

35. Alias
34.

Frasier

33.

CSI: Las Vegas

32. Babylon 5
31. Deadwood

30. Dexter
29.

28. Faulty Towers
27. Six Feet Under
26. Red Dwarf

25. Futurama
24. Twin Peaks
23. The Office UK
22. The Shield
21.

Angel

20. Blackadder
19.

Scrubs

18. Arrested Development
17. South Park
16. Doctor Who (new version)

15. Heroes
14. Firefly
13 Batlestar Galactica (new version)
12. Family Guy
11. Seinfeld

10. Spaced
09. The X-Files
08. The Wire
07.

Friends

06. 24

05. Lost
04. The West Wing
03 The Sopranos
02.

Buffy the Vampire Slayer

01. The Simpsons

So baiscally I watch very few shows regularly and the ones I do (Supernatural, House M.D., Greys, ) aren't on the list. Ah well..Anyway, PASS IT ON! (God I feel like I'm in grade five!)

A Very Bored

-Marvin

ETA: Thanks to gillianinoz for pointing out I'd left out #3! It's now been added!

Fic: Once upon a time...

Sat, 22 Mar 2008 01:07:09 GMT

Hey Everyone!

So, another fic! Enjoy!

Title: Once upon a time….

Summary: Once upon a time there was a Dean, this is his story.

Notes: So this exploded out of my head one day and, after fiddling with it I deemed it ready to be read! Anyway, I think it’s one of the few things I’ve written with a happy ending so at least there’s that. I have a crack fic in my head right now so hopefully it will be done soon.

Also, lastly, to vetinarimithos, sometimes the chapter ends but it doesn’t have to end badly, hopefully I can give this chapter a happy ending. Thanks for all your support.

To mrsfrankenstien, you must be so confused – my apologies!

Once upon a time…

Once upon a time there was a little boy. He had a mommy and a daddy who loved him and a little brother to watch over and play with and he wanted to be a firefighter when he grew up so he could help people in trouble. He was going to pick out one of Mrs. Jennings’s new puppies with mommy and daddy on the weekend.

Once upon a time there was a silent boy who had lost his mommy. His daddy acted different and his little brother cried all the time. Something came after his mommy and scared him so he didn’t want to talk anymore. He didn’t want to be a firefighter anymore, they didn’t help his mommy but daddy said hunters helped people and daddy was always right. His favourite bear burned up in the fire.

Once upon a time there was a teenager who had lost his mom. He had an obsessed father who loved him quietly and a little brother he desperately loved and protected. He had to grow up fast. He used fire to help people now on hunts with his dad. Jenny Grayson had softly stroked his cheek while they fooled around. It was the first gentle touch he’d felt there since his mom had died.

Once upon a time there was a young man who had lost his mom. He had an obsessed father who loved him quietly but made him feel like a failure and a little brother who he desperately loved and protected. But the young man’s father and brother were always angry at each other so one day his little brother left and didn’t look back. The young man drove him to the bus station and gave him all the money he had. His little brother asked him to come with him, to stop helping people in trouble, and was angry when he didn’t. Only a girl whose name he’ll never remember knew how much he cried that night.

Once upon a time there was a man who had lost his mom. He had an obsessed father who he hoped loved him and a little brother who left him and didn’t look back. The woman he loved sent him away in disgust and anger because he told her about how he helped people in trouble. That night he got completely shitfaced for the first time in years. He couldn’t get rid of the pain that haunted him so he just opened his heart and let it in.

Once upon a time there was a hardened hunter who had lost his mom. He had an obsessed father who had lost sight of his priorities and an obsessed little brother hell bent on revenge and hurt beyond his help. They were looking for his father but he still helped people in trouble. Sometimes he would call his dad just to hear his voice and he’d imagine that the words “if this is an emergency, call my son Dean…He can help.” were coloured with pride. Sometimes he believed it.

Once upon a time there was a broken man who had lost his parents. He had a little brother who worried about him, a busted up car he whaled on and a dark hole inside where his father used to be. He continued to burry his feelings and help people in trouble. Sometimes, when he was alone and in the dark, he would allow himself to admit that he was in trouble too. But once the sun came up, he would grin and say he was fine.

Once upon a time there was a scared hunter who had lost his parents and his little brother. In desperation he sold his soul for his little brother’s life, killed the demon that killed his parents and suffered many hurts along the way. He was afraid of going to hell, of leaving his little brother, of suffering for all eternity when he’d suffered so much already. He was so tired of fighting but he was determined help people in trouble and kill as many evil sons of bitches as he could. Every time he thought of his deal, his fathers words “take care of Sammy” would come back to him and he knew it was the right thing to do despite the fact that he would never see his mom again.

Sam looked up from watching his now-sleeping children and nephews and saw Dean leaning against the doorframe of the bright yellow room. His brother raised his eyebrow, “You’ve spun some story there Sammy, ‘don’t know if I can live up to that.” Sam gazed up at his heroic older brother - his eyes lingering on the scar that crossed through his eyebrow and disappeared into his hairline, the only physical reminder of Dean’s deal all those years ago. Looking back at Dean’s warm green gaze, lingering over their children, Sam couldn’t help it, “You already have big brother.” He said, thinking of all Dean had done and continued to do. “You already have.”

END

FEEDBACK IS LOVE!!!!!

-Marvin

St. Maarten!

Tue, 11 Mar 2008 23:41:23 GMT

So,
We finally made it to St. Maarten (yes that is spelled right!) Yay!
Sorry for ranting at y'all! Thanks so much for your comments! You guys are awesome!
We had to leave a lot of stuff behind in Buffalo - since our trip was cut short so I won't be able to post my newest SPN story because I don't have it with me! Doh!
Have a great March Break everyone!

-Marvin

Ranting about snow and Steve Earle!

Sat, 08 Mar 2008 21:20:30 GMT

So!
I'm bored, pissed off and not where I'm supposed to be so I decided to post to my LJ! Sorry in advance!
My mom decided that - since it's our last March break together, we should go somewhere. Two years ago we fell in love with the beautiful island of St. Maarten so that's where we were headed. So, we drove to Buffalo and were going to catch a flight out of here (Buffalo.) Unfortunately because of the stupid snow we LEFT TO GET AWAY FROM! Our flight was canceled and we can't get one until Tuesday! We've spent so long on the phone I'm ready to shoot the person who decided making pissed-off people listen to repetitive music was a good idea! Anyway, so here I am in frikken Buffalo land of the snow and to vent my pissed-off-ness what do I do? I post to y'all! So sorry! On a bright note, I've written a fic and hope to post it by tonight.

Also!!!!!!!!!!! On Tuesday March 4th I went to see Steve Earle playing at Massey hall with my friend and OH MY GOD he's amazing! All bow down to the awesomeness that is STEVE! SQUEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thanks for bearing with me!

-Marvin

THE LIST!!!!!!! (ROUND SIX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

Thu, 28 Feb 2008 18:50:45 GMT

SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Here it is! The List once more! Seeing as we're going to be waiting till April 24th (I believe) for more Supernatural, I decided to post this once more. Also I need to cross off the things they have actually done on the show! So...Enjoy! The List!

Things that have to happen/appear/star/be hunted on Supernatural....(See first round to get full history of The List)
The ones that have been done since Round Five are in ~~RED!~~

1. Headless Horsemen
~~2. Werewolves~~
3. (Evil) Voodoo priests
~~4. Zombies~~
5. Proper lake monster (Ogopogo?)
6. Evil sock monster/thing thats under the bed (we weren't sure whether we should seriously add this in but, what the hell)
7. Phone demon
8. "Little Folk"
~~9. ALTERNATE UNIVERSE~~
10. Sasquatch/Big foot/Yeti
11. Pied Piper
12. Internet Demon (If Buffy can have it why can't Spn?)
~~13. Demonic STD~~ ( Croatoan sorta counts)
~~14. Hell Hounds~~
15. Pyrokenisis
16. Succubus (Come on, with a character like Dean, how could you not!?)
17. Demonic Puppy (ok, for this one, I sorta imagined Sam begging Dean to keep a stray puppy and then they could get attached and then it would turn out to be a DEMON DOG! But those are my crazy ramblings!)
18. Fear Demon
19. The Sandman
20. Jack Frost or some Ice-type creature.
21. ~~Witch/es~~
22. Faries/Faeries
23. Black dog (they're always talking about them but do we ever see one? NOO! It's like House and Lupus I swear!)
24. Some kind of supernatual being that's been trapped in a book! (You know Sam would be reading it!)
25. Child's spirit (Okay, this one just popped into my head and it's sorta disturbing but, I kinda thought it would be cool, and creepy, if there was a child's spirit haunting a house or a mansion or something and it could trap them in there and be all creepy and giggly and "I see you" on them, yes my head is a scary place)
26. Evil Mask
27. Cursed object
28. Haunted construction site (Who doesn't want to see Sam and Dean in yellow hard hats come on!)
29. Flying carpet ( Don't ask it just came into my head)
30. An episode where nobody dies (I dare you Kripke!)
31. The boys have to get lost sometime (woods, highway doesn't matter) you KNOW Dean would be all, "we're NOT lost!" and Sam would be all "Yes we are! We need to ask for directions!" and Dean would go "No we don't you chick, were not lost!" and Sam would be all *BITCHFACE!* bwahahahaha!
32. Haunted Nightclub
33. One of the boys has to dance - slow dances would be totally awesome and cute!
34. Body Swap!
35. One of the boys gets turned into a kid! Preferably Dean cause if Sam got turned into a kid Dean would know what to do since he practically raised Sam already but Sam would be like OMG! MY BIG BROTHER'S A KID! AHH!
36. An actual 'good' supernatural being. They've had 'Faith' that turned out to be a controlled reaper and HOTH that turned out to be the spirit of a dead priest but no actual heavenly/good being.
37. ~~The trickster needs to come back!~~
38. ~~MORE FLASHBACKS DAMMNIT!~~
39. Haunted Highschool
40. Some explanation of why Mary knew The Demon and why she said sorry to Sam in home! PLEASE!
41. ~~Backstory behind Dean's necklace,~~ bracelets and ring!
42. A supernatural creature with a horn (that is the source of all it's power) coming out of it's ear! (DON'T ASK)
43. An evil armchair! (mine's looking at me funny again! I need to know how to kill it) *looks around suspiciously*
44. One of the boys has amnesia (preferabley Dean, I'm a total DeanGirl!) Seriously though, there's been so many fics about it, Kripke need to show us how truly fan-writing addicted he really is! And then we'll laugh at him! And call him a sadistic bastard - it's my weekly tradition!
45. A ROBOT! hee! mandroid! hee!
46. Another human threat - it's been a whole season!
47. ~~The spirit of a dead pirate!~~
48. GILES! and SPIKE! (I do actually know this is never going to happen but I can totally see it, Giles would come and he and Sam would be all GeekBoy! GeekWatcher! and Dean would be all "Ah! Another one!" and then Spike would show up and he'd be all yay! a friend! \o/ And he's cool! and they'd bond and then Spike would be like, btw, I'm a vampire *vamps out* and Dean would be like FUCK ALL! and Spike would be like, it's okay I have a soul and then Dean would go hide in a motel for the rest of his life! Hee! Can you tell I'm crazy!?
49. A KITTEN (Dean would be like "eww a cat" *secretly falls in love with it and carries it in his pocket*)
50. A guy needs to hit on Dean. Really. It would be great.
51. THEY NEED TO GO TO THE GODAMNED GRAND CANYON!!!!!! GEEZ!!!!!
52. Cassie needs to come back. (The way they left it, "I'll see you Cassie. I will." I mean come on! Plus her character is awesome!)
53. Lady Luck (I just read a fic)
54. The boys need to take a vacation! Like on a beach! ToplessSam! ToplessDean! *all fangirls break!*
55. ~~The whole FBI thing needs to get resolved~~ (Damn you Kripke I wanted Hendrikson to be their FBI contact you sadistic bastard!)
56. DEAN WILL GET OUT OF THE DEAL! YES HE WILL DAMN YOU KRIPKE! (Sam's soul will not be traded for Dean's. or anything else like that!)
57. EVIL FLOWERS (I read a fic)
58. One of the boys has to have an allergic reaction/allergy
59. Some Flashbacks (I know I said that already but to specific things...) THE FIGHT (Sam leaving) PRE THE FIGHT (WeeWinchesters!) POST THE FIGHT! (Dean all alone and John all angry and sad and...and...and...STOIC MANPAIN OF DOOM!) Can you tell I want flashbacks?
60.Haunted/cursed Game, (boardgame, videogame whatever. It would be totally creepy!)
61. I want ELLEN BACK!! She's so awesome and I really want her back to tell the boys off and be all motherly and awesome!
62. ASH. Ash is alive damnit! I refuse to believe he is dead! He will come back. As will John.
63. Haunted Spa/Sauna/Pool
64. Haunted Library
65. Another hunter for the boys to meet. Hopefully one Dean's met before when Sam was at school so they can be all FLASHBACKS!!!!! I really do want flashbacks of the Stanford Era!

ONE THING I DEFINITELY DON'T WANT TO SEE....

1. Sam and Ruby having a relationship/attraction/sex. As fergus80 said in a post...

"Well, let's put it like this. Remember Meg? Remember all the other humans POSSESSED by Demons? That's right. That young blond is being possessed by Ruby/Demon. That girl is SEEING everything that Ruby is making her do. So... if Sam does sleep with Ruby? He's actually Raping the Girl."

So true! Thanks for making that point clear and quite emphatically, hopefully this terrible thing will never show on our television screens! Also, I just want to add how much I'm loving that Ruby and Bella aren't all "ohh! The Winchester Boys! I love them so much I'm going to help them win the war!" I mean Ruby is helping them but I love that both girls have no qualms with telling them how stupid they're being - or stealing from them!

Also, no Sam/Bella or Dean/Bella - keep them the way they are!

So, there's the updated list!

-Marvin

Fic: Even Batman has Issues

Fri, 25 Jan 2008 00:48:51 GMT

Title: Even Batman has Issues

Summary: John is Batman, Dean is Robin, this is their story. Not crackfic! Kinda angsty and No Character Death!

Characters: John and Dean

A/N: Happy Birthday Dean! I know it’s a day late but I figure, it’s the 24^th somewhere in the world right? So, Dear Sweet Dean, here is my gift to you. (Of course cause it’s me it’s kinda angsty and your dad almost dies. Sorry!) Everyone else, hope you enjoy!

AN/N: The tittle is for my beloved friend mrsfrankenstien, here's to you and your love of batman dude! To vetinarimithos, I FICCED!

It'd been a month since Dean had started talking again and four months three weeks and two days since the night he'd watched his wife burn when John sat Dean down in the motel they were staying at to tell him about the supernatural.

Dean had watched him with solemn, haunted, trusting eyes while John, his father, his protector, stripped away the last vestiges of innocence his little boy had. Dean remained silent though John's speech and, when he finished, asked,
"So you fight the monsters daddy?"
"Yeah Dean" John answered, "I fight the monsters so nobody else gets hurt."
Dean's eyes widened slightly and he leaned in towards John "like mommy did?" the words were whispered, unsure, a little boy asking where his mommy went and why she wasn't coming back.
John swallowed the lump in his throat wishing for some liquid courage.

"Yeah Dean." he said roughly. "Like mommy."
Dean seemed to think this over for a minute.
"Are you like a superhero daddy?" Dean was currently engrossed in batman and John could already see his little boy imagining John out on the streets of podunk towns, his leather jacket as his cape, the Impala as the Batmobile, himself as Robin. He smiled at the image and the awe radiating from his little boy. He should put him straight but maybe, maybe he could let him have this little thing, this last scrap of innocence.
"Yeah Dean, like a superhero."

* * *
"First thing you have to know is, we have the coolest dad in the world, he's a superhero."
* * *

John was dying.

He could feel it, feel his lifeblood flowing out of him, feel the edges blurring, feel Mary coming for him.
"Dad!"
He could also hear Dean shouting in his friggin' ear.
"Dad! Wake up! Dad! Dad! Come on Dad! Wake up!" Dean was terrified and John could hear it in his voice. Well, dying would have to wait, he couldn't leave his boy like that. Not to mention the kid wouldn't quit and he really wanted to die in peace. Summoning all his energy John opened his eyes. Dean was kneeling beside him, eyes frantic, his face a calm mask. John could feel his hands trying to staunch the flow of blood from his chest.

"Dean" he tried to put authority in his voice but it came out weak and pleading, pathetic.

Dean looked up, "Dad! You're going to be okay dad, don't worry, just stay with me okay?"

John smiled softly, he sure couldn't blame the kid for trying, extra points in optimism too. John wanted to point out that a man lying in the middle of who-the-fuck-knows-where in the woods with a hole in his chest was probably not going to last much longer but he couldn't do that to Dean, also he didn't think he had enough time. Putting aside his inner Marine he dredged out the rarely-used father in him to address his son for the last time.

"Dean" he said again, "You'll be okay... find... Sammy tell him I... love him, tell him...I'm proud of him...you'll be okay Dean...you did good."

He really should have left it there but he could practically smell Mary, that subtle sweet sent of oranges and cinnamon and he really couldn't help it, knowing he shouldn't continue, shouldn't place yet another burden on his son’s already-laden shoulders, he opened his mouth anyway.

"Find your mom's killer Dean...You get that son of a bitch..." Dean's face crumpled, his mask not able to withstand such emotional damage all at once.

"No dad." he whispered fiercely, "we'll find it, together, you're going to be fine! Just stay with me dad...please." John heard the unsaid don't leave me as clear as if Dean had shouted it. He felt himself weakening further and knew he wouldn't last much longer.

"You'll be okay Dean," he murmured. Dean's face took on a look of desperation.

"No! You're going to be fine! Don't say that!" His voice softened, making his final plea, "You're a superhero remember? Superhero's don't give up. Batman can’t just leave Robin right dad?" he tried for a smile.

John's heart hurt and tears gathered in his eyes. This wasn't Dean the twenty-three year-old; this was four-year old Dean, silent, haunted, hurting, trusting, innocent Dean. This was that last shred of innocence, hidden away and coveted for so many years showing through. John thought it had disappeared long ago but he had obviously been wrong. Well, it wouldn't be around much longer, Dean needed to accept this, he was going to die.

Very soon.

Already feeling the darkness on the edges of his vision creeping in, he destroyed that last bit of innocence,

"I'm not a superhero Dean, I'm just a hunter, just a man." Dean's face crumpled slightly before his eyes narrowed. The last thing John saw was his eldest son's face and the last thing he heard was his fiercely hissed out "What's the difference?"

Two days later John woke up in a sterile-smelling hospital, an exhausted and dirty Dean at his side. Dean didn't speak to him for almost two weeks.

* * *

Dean was exhausted, every part of him hurt and he just wanted to lie down and crash.

He was stuck sitting in the Impala with four year-old Clarice, the most recent victim in long string of children recently rescued by him and Sam from the Rawhead that caught her. The little girl had fallen asleep in his lap and Sam was currently online in the Starbucks across the street, getting the directions to her house.

Clarice stirred and opened sleepy brown eyes. Catching sight of Dean she gave him a bright innocent smile. Dean smiled back, all warm inside. She climbed further into his lap and put her hands on his face, holding him still and studying him closely. He arched an eyebrow at her and pulled a funny face, tickling her sides at the same time. She collapsed into giggles, squirming and laughing in the carefree way only children could. When she stopped she was still in his lap and she looked him in the eye again.

"Mister Dean, are you a superhero?" The question took him completely by surprise and he smiled softly, thinking of his dad. John the superhero, the mighty hunter, Batman to his Robin. He looked down into her trusting eyes and smiled again. "No sweetheart, I'm a Hunter."

Hope y’all liked it! Go on! Review, you know you want too!

-Marvin

P.S. I Love You(LJ friends!)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mon, 24 Dec 2007 06:28:00 GMT

Hey Everyone!

Merry Christmas to all who celebrate and Happy Non-Denominational Winter Celebration to those who don't!!!! Happy Holidays!

So, yesterday (actually two days ago since it's now 1 am!) I went to see P.S. I Love You with a friend and OH. MY. GOD.!

We cried through the entire thing, seriously, my sleeve was soaked with tears and I think everyone in the theater hated us (although I did hear others sniffling!) It's such an amazing movie and I recommend it to anyone and everyone! I'm going to make my bf watch it with me (I wanna see if he'll cry!) bwahahaha!

Seriously though, a woman came up to me afterwards (probably cause she heard me bawling!) and she told me that she was diagnosed with schizophrenia three years ago and put on meds that prevented her from crying and this was the first time in three years she's been able to cry. That's P.S. I Love You for ya!

Even though we cried through the whole thing, we both agreed that the ending was really well done and we were really satisfied with the movie. There are a lot of funny parts (usually right after the tearjerker moments!) and the storyline was just absolutely perfect.

To describe that movie (no major spoilers dontcha worry!)...

Hot guys - Gerard Butler, James Marsters (that's right, our favourite vamp!) and...ready? JEFFERY DEAN MORGAN!!!!!! (JOHN/DENNY returns!!!!!!!!!!!) *is ded*
Lisa Kudrow! (self explanatory)
Great acting!
Amazing plot!
Sad
Happy
Makes-you-cry-in-a-good-way
Plot twist
SHOES
Schmoop
AND...READY? I DON'T THINK YOU ARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....HERE IT COMES......

Jeffery Dean Morgan Naked!
that's right, we see it!
and he has TATTOOS!
*is more ded*

So! What are you waiting for!!!!!!!!!!!!!!???????????

Go Forth and WATCH! NOW!

Merry Christmas! Happy New Years!

Happy Holidays to All!
*sends love*

-Marvin

P.S. I LOVE YOU vetinarimithos and mrsfrankenstien!
And, mrsfrankenstien, THANK YOU SO MUCH YOUR PRESENT MADE ME SQUEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Random stuff

Tue, 27 Nov 2007 21:41:50 GMT

Hey Everyone!

I was working at Chapters (bookstore) on Saturday and I got a call from a guy who wanted to order a book. His name was James Wilson. I'm not kidding. I accidentally said "Seriously!" and then I had to explain that it was the same name as a character from a show I watch and he was like "House right?" it was pretty funny sooooo now I am writing a fic of Wilson in Canada. It will be completely cracktastic and crazy. Just so you know. In the meantime...QUIZZES!

You Are a German Shepherd Puppy

Intelligent, quick witted, and a bit aggressive. You've got the jaw power to take a bite out of anyone you choose.

What Breed of Puppy Are You?

Your Scent is Mango

Sultry, sweet, and mellow You enjoy every moment of life!

What's Your Girl Smell?

So I'm a mango-scented German Sheppard. OKAY!

-Marvin

Fic Rec and Mini Story!

Sat, 27 Oct 2007 03:34:23 GMT

Hey Everyone!

Yesterday my baby sister Cecilia (Ceci for short!) started crying in the car cause she was hungry and nobody (dad, stepmom) could get her to be quiet so I randomly (seriously, I still don't know why I did it!) started singing "Lean on Me" and she just stopped crying and just stared at me. It was so great! My dad was like "awww, look!" and my stepmom was like *grunt* heh. Inside my head I was like "bwahaha! Sister trumps mom! AGAIN!" heh

Anyhoo,

I also have a rec for y'all!

It's called "Not My Life" and it's written by bjxmas on ff.net. It's a beautiful tag to The Kids Are Alright with (yay! \o/) brotherly moments (yay! \o/) heh. The boys go to Six Flags and Sam figures out about Ben and Dean does some more bonding with another little boy. It's very worth the read! Such a great story!
Enjoy!

“I thought you were afraid of heights?”

“Heights? What, you crazy? I’m not afraid of heights.” Dean offered up his patented cocky grin, “Planes, dude. There’s a difference.”

-Marvin

THE LIST! (ROUND FIVE!)

Wed, 17 Oct 2007 03:09:31 GMT

Hey Everyone!
So, I've added a few more things to The LIST! (Like 20...)

In reaction to having my heart broken last episode!
"You raised a good kid, I'd have been proud to be his dad."
*heart shatters*
*hugs T.V.*
and the spoilers for the episodes to come...
I have vented my supernatural frustration in another round of THE LIST!

Enjoy!
Things that have to happen/appear/star/be hunted on Supernatural....(See first round to get full history of The List)
The new additions are now in RED!

1. Headless Horsemen
~~2. Werewolves~~
3. (Evil) Voodoo priests
~~4. Zombies~~
5. Proper lake monster (Ogopogo?)
6. Evil sock monster/thing thats under the bed (we weren't sure whether we should seriously add this in but, what the hell)
7. Phone demon
8. "Little Folk"
~~9. ALTERNATE UNIVERSE~~ (It hasn't really happened yet but we know it will!)
10. Sasquatch/Big foot/Yeti
11. Pied Piper
12. Internet Demon (If Buffy can have it why can't Spn?)
~~13. Demonic STD~~ ( Croatoan sorta counts)
~~14. Hell Hounds~~
15. Pyrokenisis
16. Succubus (Come on, with a character like Dean, how could you not!?)
17. Demonic Puppy (ok, for this one, I sorta imagined Sam begging Dean to keep a stray puppy and then they could get attached and then it would turn out to be a DEMON DOG! But those are my crazy ramblings!)
18. Fear Demon
19. The Sandman
20. Jack Frost or some Ice-type creature.
21. Witch/es
22. Faries/Faeries
23. Black dog (they're always talking about them but do we ever see one? NOO! It's like House and Lupus I swear!)
24. Some kind of supernatual being that's been trapped in a book! (You know Sam would be reading it!)
25. Child's spirit (Okay, this one just popped into my head and it's sorta disturbing but, I kinda thought it would be cool, and creepy, if there was a child's spirit haunting a house or a mansion or something and it could trap them in there and be all creepy and giggly and "I see you" on them, yes my head is a scary place)
26. Evil Mask
27. Cursed object
28. Haunted construction site (Who doesn't want to see Sam and Dean in yellow hard hats come on!)
29. Flying carpet ( Don't ask it just came into my head)
30. An episode where nobody dies (I dare you Kripke!)
31. The boys have to get lost sometime (woods, highway doesn't matter) you KNOW Dean would be all, "we're NOT lost!" and Sam would be all "Yes we are! We need to ask for directions!" and Dean would go "No we don't you chick, were not lost!" and Sam would be all *BITCHFACE!* bwahahahaha!
32. Haunted Nightclub
33. One of the boys has to dance - slow dances would be totally awesome and cute!
34. Body Swap!
35. One of the boys gets turned into a kid! Preferably Dean cause if Sam got turned into a kid Dean would know what to do since he practically raised Sam already but Sam would be like OMG! MY BIG BROTHER'S A KID! AHH!
36. An actual 'good' supernatural being. They've had 'Faith' that turned out to be a controlled reaper and HOTH that turned out to be the spirit of a dead priest but no actual heavenly/good being.
37. The trickster needs to come back!
38. MORE FLASHBACKS DAMMNIT!
39. Haunted Highschool
40. Some explanation of why Mary knew The Demon and why she said sorry to Sam in home! PLEASE!
41. Backstory behind Dean's necklace, bracelets and ring!
42. A supernatural creature with a horn (that is the source of all it's power) coming out of it's ear! (DON'T ASK)
43. An evil armchair! (mine's looking at me funny again! I need to know how to kill it) *looks around suspiciously*
44. One of the boys has amnesia (preferabley Dean, I'm a total DeanGirl!) Seriously though, there's been so many fics about it, Kripke need to show us how truly fan-writing addicted he really is! And then we'll laugh at him! And call him a sadistic bastard - it's my weekly tradition!
45. A ROBOT! hee! mandroid! hee!
46. Another human threat - it's been a whole season!
47. The spirit of a dead pirate!
48. GILES! and SPIKE! (I do actually know this is never going to happen but I can totally see it, Giles would come and he and Sam would be all GeekBoy! GeekWatcher! and Dean would be all "Ah! Another one!" and then Spike would show up and he'd be all yay! a friend! \o/ And he's cool! and they'd bond and then Spike would be like, btw, I'm a vampire *vamps out* and Dean would be like FUCK ALL! and Spike would be like, it's okay I have a soul and then Dean would go hide in a motel for the rest of his life! Hee! Can you tell I'm crazy!?
49. A KITTEN (Dean would be like "eww a cat" *secretly falls in love with it and carries it in his pocket*)
50. A guy needs to hit on Dean. Really. It would be great.
51. THEY NEED TO GO TO THE GODAMNED GRAND CANYON!!!!!! GEEZ!!!!!
52. Cassie needs to come back. (The way they left it, "I'll see you Cassie. I will." I mean comeon! Plus her character is awesome!)
53. Lady Luck (I just read a fic)
54. The boys need to take a vacation! Like on a beach! ToplessSam! ToplessDean! *all fangirls break!*
55. The whole FBI thing needs to get resolved (IN A GOOD WAY KRIPKE!)
56. DEAN WILL GET OUT OF THE DEAL! YES HE WILL DAMN YOU KRIPKE! (Sam's soul will not be traded for Dean's. or anything else like that!)
57. EVIL FLOWERS (I read a fic)
58. One of the boys has to have an allergic reaction/allergy
59. Some Flashbacks (I know I said that already but to specific things...) THE FIGHT (Sam leaving) PRE THE FIGHT (WeeWinchesters!) POST THE FIGHT! (Dean all alone and John all angry and sad and...and...and...STOIC MANPAIN OF DOOM!) Can you tell I want flashbacks?
60.Haunted/cursed Game, (boardgame, videogame whatever. It would be totally creepy!)

ONE THING I DEFINITELY DON'T WANT TO SEE....

1. Sam and Ruby having a relationship/attraction/sex. As fergus80 said in a post...

"Well, let's put it like this. Remember Meg? Remember all the other humans POSSESSED by Demons? That's right. That young blond is being possessed by Ruby/Demon. That girl is SEEING everything that Ruby is making her do. So... if Sam does sleep with Ruby? He's actually Raping the Girl."

So true! Thanks for making that point clear and quite emphatically, hopefully this terrible thing will never show on our television screens!

So, there's the updated list!

-Marvin

Fic Rec: A Million Points of Light

Wed, 17 Oct 2007 02:11:45 GMT

So!
My very first fic rec's!!!!!!! I'm so excited! Yay! \o/
Kudos to maddys_slash!

A Million Points of Light by maddys_slash
Summary: A million points of light are ascending toward the sky. I'll always see you.
Warning / Rating: Deals with schizophrenia and other mental health issues. Strong R

This story is absolutely amazing!
It's Jared/Jensen slash and it's the most amazing RPS fic I have ever read! It's told from Jared's point of view and how he deals with Jensen having schizophrenia and it's such a beautiful, moving story filled with just the right amount of love and desperation and beauty and the boys are written so well....*sighs*
*goes to read again*
I HIGHLY recommend it!
Seriously, if this is your kind of fic, read it! I get all shivery just thinking about it, it's one of those stories that just stays with you. Forever.
GO FORTH AND READ!

-Marvin

P.S. To all House fic readers, I have a Jimmy fic on the way! Just have to type it up and I actually have a beta this time! The amazing vetinarimithos has agreed to trudge through my sludge and make it readable! Yay! \o/

Rant

Sun, 30 Sep 2007 22:15:47 GMT

Hey Everyone,

So I'm going to rant now, (this is where you can discontinue reading this post)

So today was the Epilepsy Walk here in Toronto and I've been preparing for it for like a month, getting a team together from my school and everything. I had twelve people confirmed for the walk and I went and got their shirts, made individual signs for them and everything. THEN... only 6 people were there. I was like WHAT THE FUCK? Seriously, I mean I sent out like three email telling everyone specifically that if they weren't going to be there to CALL ME. I gave them both my cell and home number too! I mean come on! My contact is an amazing guy and I told him I had twelve people coming and he was all excited and I was all excited cause I mean, AWARENESS! And then 6 people don't show up. And four of them were close friends too. What the hell! I'm so frustrated right now! *grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr*

I mean this is my cause, it's one of the few organizations that represent medical conditions/diseases that I will support and that's only cause I know exactly where my money is going. And then this happens. I feel like since the begining nothing but obstacles have been thrown in the path of this walk! *grrrrrrrrrrrrr* And THEN, I had the weirdest conversation with my bf, about divorce and the future and stuff, I think I scared him away. I totally don't know why I started talking about that stuff though, if sorta just came out. *grrrrrrrrrr*x10
Anyway, after a somewhat shitty day, I decided to come rant to you poor people who really shouldn't have to hear about my pathetic woes when there are much more serious problems to have. And now that I have perspective, I'll sign off. Sorry for the rant!

-Marvin

Fic Rec - Cartography

Sun, 30 Sep 2007 22:02:43 GMT

Hey Everyone,
I just read ignipesCartography series and I have to rec it cause it's so amazing! You should read them in order or they don't make as much sense and it really doesn't do the story justice. They are really beautiful stories, be prepared for an amazing read!

Enjoy!

-Marvin

SPN Fic: Cartography in Empty Spaces (1/3, gen, PG-13)
Title: Cartography in Empty Spaces (1/3)
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: None
Length: 4800 words
Notes: For the </a></a>spn_christmas prompt Dean disappears on Christmas Eve, and comes back on Christmas Day with no memory. I may have been a bit liberal in my interpretation of the prompt. Many thanks to Kris for the beta-reading and brainstorming help.
Summary: Dean has been gone for two years. On Christmas Day, an old friend brings him back to Sam's doorstep.

SPN Fic: Go Down You Blood Red Roses (Dean, gen, PG-13)
Title: Go Down You Blood Red Roses
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: PG-13
Warning: I think this counts as torture.
Notes: 1200 words. A prequel to Cartography in Empty Spaces. It won't make much sense if you haven't read that.
Summary: "Nobody is looking," she tells him. "The world has already forgotten you.

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SPN Fic: The Edge of the Known World (gen, PG-13)Title: The Edge of the Known World

Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: None
Notes: 3200 words. This is a sequel to Cartography in Empty Spaces; it won't make any sense if you haven't read that story. Thanks to </a></a>innie_darling and </a></b></a>kaethe for beta-reading.
Summary: Dying is easy. The hard part is coming back to life.

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Fic: Detachment Chapter Six

Sat, 29 Sep 2007 20:15:57 GMT

Hey Everyone!

Here it is DETACHMENT CHAPTER SIX! Sorry about the tremendously long wait, it is a WIP though and it's been giving me some trouble *curses writers block*
Anyway, here ya go,
Enjoy!

-Marvin

“The dial tone sounded in Jim’s ear and he slowly replaced the receiver. He felt bad for lying to Sam but he needed to focus on school and he knew Dean would never forgive him for making Sam worry about him. He sighed again, these Winchesters, he loved them to death but they had so many problems…

He turned from the phone and joined John and Caleb in the kitchen once more. “

Caleb sat, reading over some obits as he watched Dean sleep fitfully. The young man's slumber had been fitful for the past hour and a half. Caleb had seen the lines of pain appear on Dean's face and he wondered at the amount of pain the younger hunter was in as he turned back to his search. A while later he looked up again when Dean started to mutter and toss his head, clearly agitated.

"It's okay Dean," he soothed, "your safe now."

Caleb had helped raise John's boys, had first met them when John came to him for munitions his eyes filled with grief and pain and determination, his arms filled with a baby Sam, and a silent Dean attached to his leg.

After that first meeting, hearing the purr of the Impala, seeing John's ragged figure at the door and having the Winchester boys stay with him seemed to become a regular occurrence.

He had watched the boys grow up, had fixed their skinned knees from stumbles on the playground, gone to get them when John was laid up, let Dean borrow his car for his dates and even pulled them from the jaws of Child Services by claiming himself as their uncle.

Hell, he'd been named their uncle by a four year old Sammy. Honorary uncle. Which was ten times better really, you had to earn that title. And he'd definitely earned it.

He'd sat with John on many late nights, drinking and reminiscing and being. John needed that sometimes, to just be. Caleb helped him with that, helped show him his sons, distract him from his quest for vengeance even as it distracted him from his boys.

Sometimes.

It never lasted very long though and Dean always bore the brunt of John's distraction.

Dean who had been father, brother, friend, everything to Sam. Who had never had a father to help him along in life, only "uncles" like Caleb.

Dean who had to watch the boy he dedicated his life to protecting become a man and leave him. Dean who had to suffer with John, the-man-who-feels-nothing. Who had become more and more reckless and selfless on hunts since Sam had left. Who was now suffering in front of him, beat to hell.

Caleb sighed. Seeing his "nephew" like this was tearing him apart. Dean was close to breaking, both emotionally and physically and he wouldn't accept anyone's help and it would be a cold day in hell before John would order him to. Stubborn bastard.

Caleb was pulled from his musings when Dean's agitation grew, his muttering increasing in volume, the tossing and turning getting more desperate.

"little girl...dead...sorry...smile...park...morgue...sorry...my fault…all my fault...sorry"

Caleb's heat sank. Dean carried so much guilt and pain and responsibility already, he was like Atlas holding up the world. But Dean was human, sooner or later those shoulders would fail and everything would come tumbling down, including Dean.

Dean shifted again, getting increasingly agitated.

"Calm down Dean." Caleb muttered, trying to soothe the fevered hunter. "Take it easy bud."

When Dean didn't respond to him he grew worried and tried harder to rouse the injured man. Taking his temperature, Caleb swore, 102.1. Beyond one man's help, he needed reinforcements. He went into the hall, banging on Jim and John's door before returning to Dean's bed. As the seasoned hunters came in to the room Caleb filled them in.

"Dean's got a fever of 102.1, pretty sure it's an infection." The simultaneous curse from John and Jim might have been humorous at another time.

Jim took the lead, "John, we're going to need to check his wound, Caleb try and wake him up."

Caleb grasped Dean's shoulders and gently shook him. "Dean, come on Dean, you have to wake up." The younger man stirred slightly, his eyes showing slits of glassy green.

As Dean blinked, trying to focus on Caleb, John held him down gently and Jim peeled back the bandage on his chest. Dean stared at him, obviously not all there.

"Don't hurt her...just a little...girl...save her...save...her...save...Sam...Sammy..."

Dean began to shift again, getting increasingly agitated. "Dean" Caleb pitched his voice low, adding the rumble of command to it. It was a dirty trick but it worked, Dean stilled and went silent.

"Sammy?"

Caleb's stomach twisted at the desperate need in John's son's voice.

"No Dean," he said gently. "It's Caleb. You've been hurt bad Dean but we need you to focus okay? Can you focus for us?" Dean gazed at him, obviously confused.

"Caleb?"

"Yeah Dean, it's me. We need you to focus okay? Can you do that?" he repeated.

"Focus...right...okay..." Caleb grinned down at him. "Your doing great Dean."

He glanced at Dean's chest, wincing when he saw the inflamed skin around the stitched wounds. Infection. Shit. Jim left quickly muttering about antibiotics. Caleb placed his hands more firmly on Dean as John prepared to clean out his wounds again. "Dean" he turned Dean's head towards him. "Dean your guts have gotten infected, we need to clean them out okay?"

Dean half-smiled tiredly. "Never...do anything...half-assed...eh...Caleb?" Caleb laughed, "You sure don't Dean."

At John's nod, Caleb gripped Dean's shoulders tightly, being careful of the other injuries Dean sported. Jim came back in with holy water and as John it and peroxide over his son's stitches, Dean trembled and shook in Caleb's grasp. Recognizing that Dean wasn't going to be moving much, he made his touch more gentle as he murmured to the white faced young man. When Jim shifted the stitches to allow the cleansing fluids to better enter the wound, Dean jerked in pain, barely containing a whimper. Suddenly remembering a conversation with Dean in the past, Caleb was hit with an idea.

SPNSPNSPN

Pain. He was in pain, full of pain, hell he was pain.

It encompassed him completely. Dean focused his entire being on not moving, on remaining still even as the pain his father and Jim were causing was telling him to shift, buck, turn, to MOVE. To move away from the pain, from the gentle hands holding him down, from the gentle words being murmured at him.

He was undeserving of gentleness, a little girl was dead because he wasn't fast enough. So he kept still, endured the pain, tried to embrace it.

He could see her now, running, laughing, playing, carefree and innocent. As her smiling face swam in front of him, bolts of pain shot through him once again, shattering her image and throwing him back into the arms of chaos.

He struggled to remain silent, to hide the pain but a whimper managed to wiggle it's way away from his control. He found himself drowning, unable to take the pain but then he a soft humming reached him through the pain.

A familiar tune.

The fog surrounding him cleared slightly, allowing him to catch his breath. As the humming repeated itself in his head, his mind filling in the words, he felt his breathing slow, his heartbeat calm slightly and some of the pain melt away. He focused on the music and let the darkness the pain had been keeping at bay envelop him.

SPNSPNSPN

Caleb continued to hum softly John and Jim working to the tune normally heard blasting from the Impala. Caleb watched as Dean's tremors calmed and he faded into oblivion. As Dean's body stilled, they all breathed a sigh of relief. John and Jim finished up quickly, bandaging the younger hunter's slashes and cleaning up.

Caleb watched Dean's face and remembered the conversation he had with Dean one night after a few too many beers.

Dean had told him once that when John and Sam would fight he always stayed in case things got out of hand but, to protect himself from the barbs they threw at each other he would " jus' pl'y a sn'g 'n m'head, dr'wns th'm out some."

Metallica also seemed to help Dean drown out physical pain, would wonders never cease.

A\N Thanks again to everyone who’s stuck with the story! Hopefully the next chapter will be up faster than this one!

-Marvin

Fic: Off to School

Wed, 15 Aug 2007 03:58:47 GMT

Hey everyone!
I'm so sorry I haven't posted in so long! I was away on a volunteering trip in Ecuador for two weeks and now I've been working at a summer camp and I'm EXHAUSTED at the end of the day! However, It's thanks to the camp I work at that I present to you this fic! Some of the younger children cry (alot) when their parents drop them off and today one of the kids, a sweet, adorable little boy called Ian, didn't cry for the first time this summer didn't cry. It got me thinking. And writing. And a ficlet was born. (under my boss's watchfull eye too take that bitch!) Hee! It's my first pre-demon-kills-Mary fic so it might be a bit weird. Please, please, please R and R! Concrit is also very very welcome! I think that's it! Anyway, On with the story!

One more note, my laptop broke and is being fixed so I check my emails less now but I'll try to get back to you ASAP if you review. Thanks!

Title: Off to School

Summary: It was John’s job to drop Dean off at school every morning…

Disclaimer: Definitely not mine, I do love to play with them though!

A/N: This story is unbeta’d. Also, Detachment Chapter Six is complete! (Dances with JOY!) Stupid writers block! I should have it typed up soon and posted right after probably by the end of the week/beginning of the weekend, depends when my new sibling decides to enter this world! Thanks for sticking with me everybody! You’re all so supportive and awesome! And now, on to the story!

It was John's job to drop Dean off at school every morning.

He and Mary brought their son in together on the first day, stood among the other proud and nervous parents watching their kids venture forth into the waiting arms of primary education.

After that first day however, it was John's responsibility to ensure Dean got to school on time.

Every morning he would get his energetic four-year old up out of bed, dressed, breakfasted and off to school. He would listen to Dean's chatter during the ten-minute drive and have his arm nearly yanked of as his boy jumped up and down on the way into the building. The worst, most heart-wrenching moment, however, the one that had him seriously considering trying to con Mary out of her sleep-in time, was when he left Dean in the classroom and walked away. Dean, his Deano, his bright, energetic, happy boy, would stare up at him with tears in his expressive green eyes, tears that never fell, and slowly, reluctantly, let go of his hand. "Bye Daddy" he would whisper, and his eyes would beg John to stay, not to leave him behind. And John, stifling every paternal urge he had screaming at him to run to his boy, scoop him up and carry him home, would smile and say "bye Deano, have fun at school okay bud?" and, after the whispered "okay Daddy," he would turn around, ignoring Dean's gaze burning a hole in his back, and walk away. And he most certainly did NOT shed a few tears in the safety of the Impala on the way to work.

After an agonizing week and half of this, John was ready to risk Mary's sarcasm and wittiness. But then something changed.

Dean started talking non-stop about a boy at school, Daryl, and, one day, when John was, bringing him to his classroom and bracing himself for what was to come, Dean surprised him. As soon as they were in view of the dreaded tear-causing room, Dean bounded in enthusiastically, hanging up his army green coat and Spiderman backpack before turning to a very stunned John.

"Bye Dad!" He said brightly.

"Bye Dean" stuttered his shocked father.

"Have a good day at work Daddy!"

Dean dashed away towards another little boy, not even hearing his dad's whispered "okay Dean." John turned away slowly, turning back for one last glance of his boy.

He was...happy.

He was...proud.

And the steering wheel of the Impala was certainly NOT slick with his tears on the way to work that day.

BETA NEEDED

Sun, 08 Jul 2007 23:03:46 GMT

Hey Everyone!
I have reached an impasse with Detachment and it's going to be labeled as a WIP for now but I do have several oneshot's I've written this weekend that I need beta'd. If someone could help me out I'd be really grateful!
Thanks so much!

-Marvin

THE LIST! (ROUND FOUR!)

Fri, 22 Jun 2007 00:49:38 GMT

Hey Everyone! So, I've added a few more things to The LIST!

A while ago I posted a list my friends and I had started of stuff that has to happen on Supernatural. The ones that are ~~struck out~~ have already been done just as we predicted!

Enjoy!

Things that have to happen/appear/star/be hunted on Supernatural....

1. Headless Horsemen
~~2. Werewolves~~
3. (Evil) Voodoo priests
~~4. Zombies~~
5. Proper lake monster (Ogopogo?)
6. Evil sock monster/thing thats under the bed (we weren't sure whether we should seriously add this in but, what the hell)
7. Phone demon
8. "Little Folk"
~~9. ALTERNATE UNIVERSE~~ (It hasn't really happened yet but we know it will!)
10. Sasquatch/Big foot/Yeti
11. Pied Piper
12. Internet Demon (If Buffy can have it why can't Spn?)
~~13. Demonic STD~~ ( Croatoan sorta counts)
~~14. Hell Hounds~~
15. Pyrokenisis
16. Succubus (Come on, with a character like Dean, how could you not!?)
17. Demonic Puppy (k, for this one, I sorta imagined Sam begging Dean to keep a stray puppy and then they could get attached and then it would turn out to be a DEMON DOG! But those are my crazy ramblings!)
18. Fear Demon
19. The Sandman
20. Jack Frost or some Ice-type creature.
21. Witch/es
22. Faries/Faeries
23. Black dog (they're always talking about them but do we ever see one? NOO! It's like House and Lupus I swear!)
24. Some kind of supernatual being that's been trapped in a book! (You know Sam would be reading it!)
25. Child's spirit (Okay, this one just popped into my head and it's sorta disturbing but, I kinda thought it would be cool, and creepy, if there was a child's spirit haunting a house or a mansion or something and it could trap them in there and be all creepy and giggly and "I see you" on them, yes my head is a scary place)
26. Evil Mask
27. Cursed object
28. Haunted construction site (Who doesn't want to see Sam and Dean in yellow hard hats comeon!)
29. Flying carpet ( Don't ask it just came into my head)
30. An episode where nobody dies (I dare you Kripke!)
31. The boys have to get lost sometime (woods, highway doesn't matter) you KNOW Dean would be all, "we're NOT lost!" and Sam would be all "Yes we are! We need to ask for directions!" and Dean would go "No we don't you chick, were not lost!" and Sam would be all BITCHFACE! bwahahahaha!
32. Haunted Nightclub
33. One of the boys has to dance - slow dances would be totally awesome and cute!
34. Body Swap!
35. One of the boys gets turned into a kid! Preferably Dean cause if Sam got turned into a kid Dean would know what to do since he practically raised Sam already but Sam would be like ZOMG MY BIG BROTHER'S A KID! AHH!
36. An actual 'good' supernatural being. They've had 'Faith' that turned out to be a controlled reaper and HOTH that turned out to be the spirit of a dead preist but no actual heavenly/good being.
37. The trickster needs to come back!
38. MORE FLASHBACKS DAMMNIT!
39. Haunted Highschool
40. Some explanation of why Mary knew The Demon and why she said sorry to Sam in home! PLEASE!
41. Backstory behind Dean's necklace and ring!

So, there's the updated list! Again!

-Marvin

QUIZES!

Mon, 18 Jun 2007 03:54:27 GMT

So, I'm feeling LJ-y and therefore, I'm posting again!
I just took two quizes on Quizfarm.com and I decided to share my results since I'm so very confuzzled!

Here are my results to "Which Supernatural Guy is Yours?"

You scored as dean,

dean

88%

sam

63%

which supernatural guy is yours?
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Here are my results to "Who Are You Most Like on Supernatural?"

You scored as Dean, You're Dean! He is best described as a ladies' man, a protective older brother, talented demon hunter, skilled hustler, expert in the supernatural, and a smartass. He uses sarcasm, music, and hunting to hide the tragic memories of his mother and father's supernatural deaths.

Dean

100%

Sam

88%

John

69%

Who are you most like on Supernatural?
created with QuizFarm.com

Understand my confusion?
This is what happens when Marvin gets bored. See, I'm even refering to myself in third person with a name that only exists on the internet. Going to bed now, sorry for bothering y'all, well not you mrsfrankenstien and vetinarimithos!

-Marvin

SCHOOL'S OUT

Sun, 17 Jun 2007 23:34:37 GMT

Hey Everyone!
So school's FINALLY FINISHED! I'm so happy! Sorry about the long 'hiatus' from Detachment but school's a bitch. I do have the chapter finished and a few more fic ideas that will be put up/written this summer. I would post Detachment Chaper Six today but, me being dumb, I left it at my mom's and I won't be there 'till late Tuesday. I'll try and have it up by Wednesday or Thrursday I promise! (Actually this time!) So, again, sorry for the long wait, thank's for being so patient with me!

-Marvin

Strikeout!

Fri, 01 Jun 2007 03:05:23 GMT

Just got this on my f-list. Pic is from </a></b></a>semillabasadada macro, thisdaydreamer

"Right-click, save, spread, thank you!"

Pass it on!

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-Marvin

Fandom_Counts!

Thu, 31 May 2007 00:55:28 GMT

In lieu of the recent puge livejournal is going through, I'm giving a shout out to the fandom_counts community. It's a community for anyone on livejournal who belongs to a fandom and there's no posting. Just join and you'll be counted! Go ahead! You know you want too!!

-Marvin

*moodily goes back to work*

FIRST KISS!

Sat, 26 May 2007 21:14:55 GMT

Okay, first off, WOW. JUST WOW! That movie was soooooo awesome!!!!! I could rant about it, but I have something else to tell so if you want to know what I think, I agree with everything vetinarimithos posted in his journal so go there! The seven of us went including mrsfrankenstein, Mario, Erin, Kenzie and my boy David!!!! There was this one moment in the film where....

The Brethren - the 9 pirate lords and all their pirate crews, are about to battle the East India Trading Company armata and Elizabeth (who has been crowned Pirate Kind) gets up on the Black Pearl's rail and is like "The entire Brethern are looking to us to lead them and are they going to see scared wussies!?" (I'm paraphrasing) and she delivers this amazing heart-lifting speech and all the pirates (and the audience)
are like "YEAH!" and they she says "RAISE THE COLOURS!!" and then all the pirates start saying "RAISE THE COLOURS" and all the pirate ships (from all over the world) start raising their pirate flags (they're all different and really cool!) and their all shouting and raising flag's and it's one of those "heeee!" heats-are-lifting moments...

and that's when (for the first time) David kissed me!!! (Also my first kiss ever!) and so here I am, squeeing online, I really am pathetic but heee!

Anyway, back to my huge-worth-30%-of-my-God-damned-I-hate-Bio project!

-Marvin XD

"And now I'm being followed by rocks." - Jack Sparrow, Pirates 3!

* Also, the new line on my LJ is also a line from the movie!

DING DONG THE ESSAY'S DONE!

Fri, 25 May 2007 04:37:19 GMT

So, I just finished an essay for world religions that I've been working on for ONE MONTH!!!!!!!!! YAY! It was an overview of the Mayan civilizaton and, don' get me wrong, I love the Mayans but...some of the details involving bloodletting and human sacrifice really weren't needed! My dad was attempting to "help" me research by telling me how it happened in Apocalypto until I found out that was where he was coming up with the stuff he was telling me (the heads rolling down the pyramids clued me in!) Seriously, the guys crazy! I got my ear pierced (on the cartilage) without telling my parents and my mom was like "oh cool" while my dad was all "OMG! You didn't tell me!!!" (flies into rage while I calmly walk away) so yeah, Wrld Rlgns is done! Bio is still needing to be done! But alas, tomorow is May the 25th! (For a full explanation of why that's important, visit vetinarimithos's journal - I don't feel like typing it out!
Going to bed now!

-Marvin XD